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swamped with irl nonsense

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her fortune
her physical appearance she had before
keep on reappearing
that does not surprise me
people never change
they continue to build
temples, churches, obelisks
I prefer the harmony
of a sun bathed country
scorching days
chill nights
that's how it ought to be
but in here
it is hot all the time
something is missing
maybe I should travel
further inland
closer to the Desert
to feel the desert breeze at night
or just buy an air conditioner
those are noisy
the modern ones aren't that noisy
sure, I'll buy one when I have money to spare
but that's not very important
what I wanted to tell you is
the unfamiliar forms
of my former mistresses
are a bit revolting
what happened to them?
yahweh cursed them
much like he cursed you
his curses are powerful
very hard to elude

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often you just have to power through them
what are a few generations
with some luck
you can see your great grandkids
free from any curse
just gotta be faithful for a few decades
it is not hard work
even the common fare of
labourers and soldiers
are able to do it without problem
let alone a nobler higher soul
you have made a decision
which I consider very wise
to submit to the dominant god of our times
he has received your declarations of affection
and have received them with
calculated respect
due to your singular position
dear melancholic Princess
empress, it is Empress now
I am sure going to find at some point
a pretext to get used to calling you that
have you given any thought
about your life to come
I was told not to worry
that each day carries its own evil
if I were to keep scheming
decades in advance
I would waste the opportunity
to be present in the moment
fair enough
continue to ensure
that nothing distracts her

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eloquent speech, Empress
oh my, thank you
it was just something I improvised
but since you are
showering me with compliments
you probably want something
spit it out
it is our curiosity to know
which apparitions
have visited you recently
oh, same old same old
some creature made me
incredibly tired today
I have no idea why
it was supernatural
I was tired all day long
dreaming the weirdest dreams
barely awake
barely asleep
I was forced into REM
because they wanted to
use my brain
to manifest something
there is no better tool
of manifestation in this reality
than the brain of the player one
I don't mind but
they could at least have
asked pretty please
and left me a gift
I am not supposed
to be giving these explanations of course
but I like you too much to follow the rules around you

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-aeSsti_UKk

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