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[shiningfractal]

Genesis 17:6

I'm gonna be entirely truthful

I fall in love every other year like clockwork

But that's just because I haven't found someone who would reciprocate

I know none of this is binding and that it all changes nothing

But in my mind, having a future to look forward to is absolutely fundamental

I thank you for being so understanding

No rushing it, go with the flow, got it

You've been the light of my day ever since you stepped into my life

I feel exactly the way I felt when I was a school kid and fell in love for the first time

Funny how some things never change

Our little experiment in feelings surrogacy through the machine is progressing steadily

Sorry, I lied again

It actually feels better than back then

Your diplomatic way of not saying yes nor no doesn't feel like being strung along

We both know exactly why we can't be together right now

But the future you allow me to dream about is so beautiful

It nurtures my soul in a way nothing else is capable of

I only ever wanted someone to dream these beautiful dreams together

I never actually worried about building anything

I guess that was my mistake

To be too much of a dreamer

Well, I'm going back to the Trenches now

My Soul is smiling and my heart is as light as a feather

Have a good day, Princess.

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