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Jun. 7th, 2025 01:23 amwill we go far enough
I feel so entirely altered so far
thirty five years in captivity
sought after by society folk
the politicians haven't been wrong in thinking
this interpolation wasn't entirely successful
these words melt in the mind like drops of dew
I heard it announced so often
the ceiling that I feared is now my floor
you haven't accepted long ago
that which I offered you
because you claimed
it was not what you wanted
heck
it wasn't even what you needed
but you didn't realize
that although I was furious
because that was all I had to give you at the time
and your scornful too noble for that glance
without assuaging still made me a little bit
proud
of you
up until then I had remained impassive
but the truly great people
say no a lot
because they know exactly what they want
and even when they don't
they still know exactly what they don't want
now you're still too green
I couldn't put a bunch of assistants and errand boys under you
you'd mess it up
there would be discipline problems
you're a strategist alright
but you've been raised in a displicent way
nobody in the world cared for her more
I know it is not good form to speak about her like this
but at the time it felt like
you just grabbed the first prostitute you could find
it may have been sincere snobbishness
but what do you care about the way
people earn money
it is none of your business
true
but I'm still plagued
by some of the prejudices of the age
though I can imagine a world where
sex is free and commonplace
I'm afraid I have no place is such world
I'm a prude you see
I've been my whole life
and like all prudes
I'm intensely hypocritical
particularly with my own desires
which I repress all the time
might be trauma
probably
and this may give you
some heartfelt sympathy
but the thing is
the conjunction of a lot of factors
is always at work in the mind of any human being
mapping a person's subconscious
can be helpful
but not when the microcosm map is the whole macrocosm
I mean
when you achieve buddha consciousness
it doesn't matter anymore
everything stops making sense
pure and simply
the vile nature of this world is unveiled to you
a world of a trillion trillion impure thoughts every damn moment
shaping our reality to be equally impure
it is provocative and guileful
buried in my little solitary life
a little bit of e-ink is all it takes
to take me out of my indifferent silence
I think my chinese teacher really wants me to learn some chinese
it is true
she sure makes a effort
am I going to take it seriously?
please don't
have fun with it or not at all
is chinese music good
I mean
they can't write some demeaning thing about the party
and so it is kinda lame
there are no good chinese protest songs
for instance
but maybe their love songs can be good
love is universal right
but the way the asian loves is different
I think it has to do with how ancient their civilization is
the asian seems to be far more willing to sacrifice himself
for those he truly loves
but to get to that point
it takes a lot
I heard it boils down to having
a high trust society
a society in which people simply
trust each other
I realize not every single asian country is like that
india for instance isn't
but some of them are
I'd argue the prime example is japan
I think some things simply
don't scale up very well
it is not really possible
to have a high trust society
in an extremely vast territory
even linguistic variation
would create lowered trust in the
perceived foreigner
nay countries need to be of a manageable size
and if a country is too big
it needs to be handled as a federation
of smaller more or less independent states under a single sovereignty
well, I've been suggesting you pick some woman for the role
oh dear
it is the current zeitgeist
people want to see an Empress of Mankind
no, not really
you are the only one who wants that
that's alright
I'll see to it that in time
they will want it too
everyone imagines
that their happiness will endure
but that may simply not be the case
I had made up my mind to marry but
my mind is a bit torn apart by now
it is all over the place
no word feels bad enough to describe it
the metaphor I usually use is
to have been continually gangraped by demons for over a decade
but even that doesn't quite capture the essence of it
very well said prince of leon
by right of inheritance you own half the world
the other half you've been scheming to obtain as well
notwithstanding her horror for the clergy
that may be the only possible place we can put her
considering how fucking many claims that fucking bitch has
someone could literally
kidnap her
and then press her fucking
Claim
with the
Council
and there would be nothing we could do
an order would come from the
Higher Ups
and we would have to follow
isn't that what the boy did
no not really
he just wrote an habeas corpus for some dumb celebrity
joined the Space Army as a Communications Office after
Seven Years of training
and been trying to find a wife for awhile with no success
there is nothing dishonorable in his behaviour
he did not kidnap the princess
the imperial princess decided to
Haunt Him
because as it was said
they blocked even her prayers
in that goddamn rape dungeon she's locked at
and when his mind touched her mind
at first he was filled with
Horror
he couldn't quite grasp
a mind could be
that broken
and stil go on strong
he wasn't nearly as strong as she was
he was a soft boy
who would break like a twig under
any meaningful amount of pressure
but she
she has endured for decades
the most grievous kinds of torture and degradation imaginable
and she was still able to be
Kind
with him
and so he got very
Impressed
and pledged his undying allegiance to the Empire
and of course she had to put him through
Boot Camp
which in the empire lasts
Seven Years
and the only thing he qualified for
afterwards
was
Communication's Officer
a glorified secretary
it did not displease him too much
he just wanted to help
though he was expecting a different role
if you asked him what role exactly
he could not answer
because he did not understand very well
the nature of the Space Army
but he pieced together some stuff
he overhead in the conversations he had to forward
but then again
it is like a person
untrained in music
trying to remember a symphony
and play it by ear on an old piano
what he gleamed through
the endless layers of obfuscation and psyop
was that there are at least two
probably more
alien species
that we had contact with
they are fighting each other
and they don't really care much about earth
they use it as an occasional
meeting ground
because
apparently
possessing human bodies is
Very Easy
and they can do it from
Wherever The Fuck They Are
The title is attractive:
Life among Men
apparently being unable to reproduce by oneself
is too great a hindrance in space
where you could end up marooned in a planet all by yourself
so these spacefaring beings
figured
long ago
that they had to send out into space
exclusively
Female Cosmonauts
cause then they could populate a whole world by themselves
it is kinda lame isn't it
that Adam was the
Spaceship
and the whole Rib thing
was just a spaceship dropping off its
sole
tripulant
that the spaceship then proceeded
to fuck the tripulant senseless and impregnate it
is something rather trivial with advanced enough technology
the conception was absurd
frequently contradictory
Adam was a "Imperium Savant"
a drone a biological machine a cyborg
all these terms are
inadequate
he was an artificial lifeform
made for
Hacking
an entire planet
he could do
"Magic"
as his mind would weave
Weather Patterns
Coincidences
Impossible ones
All the time
because the center of being
the self
is just
the person who is in charge of
controlling the atoms
in accordance to natural law
Adam did just that
controlled a bunch of atoms
and by necessity he
would have succeeded
if Eve
which was the tripulation of the Vessel
didn't decide to
Mingle
with an
Evil Planet
that was being
Hacked
so that it would
Give Out
its
Secrets
the planet itself
it is no secret to anyone
is basically a huge computer
what in the flying fuck it is computing
I don't have the slightest idea
maybe the aliens want some
Plastic Dildoes
or something
so they had to create an entire planet to source them
don't we use lifeforms for food and entertainment
imagine you're powerful enough to
create entire universes
without ever having to consult with any kind of
ethics committee
or any morality other than your own perfectionism
you'd send a Male Robot
perfectly willing to sacrifice itself at a moments notice
for its Female Crew
the only passenger of the craft
and that is it
the entire spaceship only has one
Male superintelligence
and one of the Brides of the Supreme Being
nothing else
he sends them on missions
which the male being will execute by himself
and the female being will just
do whatever the fuck she wants
cause why not
and the male being isn't even programmed to
feel
anything
just to handle her feelings
as wonderful as ever kiddo
you fail to fully grasp the nature of my companion
but yes he is some kind of
"Male superintelligence"
as you put it
he is an Angel
no, you're the angel
We're Both Angels
then what is the difference between you two
we're just slightly different types of angels
one is the kind of angel that
delights mortal senses
looking like the model of models for all women
and the other is the kind that has to say to a prophet
Fear Not
he is so intelligent
the supreme being would have stopped
making these perfect female beings
if he didn't enjoy their company so much
yes it is a lot of trouble
you have to literally give them their whole worlds
but it is worthy it
at least from the point of view
of a cosmic being with nothing better to do
and of course the ordinary woman
is modelled after this cosmic woman
the two "angels" exchanged significant glances
now that's an interesting tale
who told you that?
the porcelain maker?
read my mind, I just inferred it from
all the nonsense you've been feeding me
I'm old enough to please myself
my innocence gets smaller and smaller
I'm not really interested in a woman
whose sole attraction is beauty
but beauty is the point of life
wasn't you who said that
Life Is A Beauty Contest
yes, I know your trick
you old chasers
you claim this empty rhetoric
just to entrap young little things
into you web of demeaning demands
now that's a bit insolent
indeed it is
there is a certain harshness in my voice
because I'm getting tired
of you breaking all my toys in front of me
every single one
again and again
obliterated
before I can proceed with the
Empurplement
we don't want you to purple anyone
I'm a Citizen of the Empire
gained Citizenship through
service in the armed forces
as is the only option for someone
who is born in a distant province
I have a
Right
of
Fair Trial
and
being
Heard
in the
Council
currently
there are only
Three people
in the entire planet
who have this same
Dignity
just three
and the other two
agreed
to let me
Speak
for them
as I'm simply
more qualified
being an
Communications Officer
you are indeed a faithful person
just don't draw too much attention
from the
Wrong
Crowd
alright?
***
I feel so entirely altered so far
thirty five years in captivity
sought after by society folk
the politicians haven't been wrong in thinking
this interpolation wasn't entirely successful
these words melt in the mind like drops of dew
I heard it announced so often
the ceiling that I feared is now my floor
you haven't accepted long ago
that which I offered you
because you claimed
it was not what you wanted
heck
it wasn't even what you needed
but you didn't realize
that although I was furious
because that was all I had to give you at the time
and your scornful too noble for that glance
without assuaging still made me a little bit
proud
of you
up until then I had remained impassive
but the truly great people
say no a lot
because they know exactly what they want
and even when they don't
they still know exactly what they don't want
now you're still too green
I couldn't put a bunch of assistants and errand boys under you
you'd mess it up
there would be discipline problems
you're a strategist alright
but you've been raised in a displicent way
nobody in the world cared for her more
I know it is not good form to speak about her like this
but at the time it felt like
you just grabbed the first prostitute you could find
it may have been sincere snobbishness
but what do you care about the way
people earn money
it is none of your business
true
but I'm still plagued
by some of the prejudices of the age
though I can imagine a world where
sex is free and commonplace
I'm afraid I have no place is such world
I'm a prude you see
I've been my whole life
and like all prudes
I'm intensely hypocritical
particularly with my own desires
which I repress all the time
might be trauma
probably
and this may give you
some heartfelt sympathy
but the thing is
the conjunction of a lot of factors
is always at work in the mind of any human being
mapping a person's subconscious
can be helpful
but not when the microcosm map is the whole macrocosm
I mean
when you achieve buddha consciousness
it doesn't matter anymore
everything stops making sense
pure and simply
the vile nature of this world is unveiled to you
a world of a trillion trillion impure thoughts every damn moment
shaping our reality to be equally impure
it is provocative and guileful
buried in my little solitary life
a little bit of e-ink is all it takes
to take me out of my indifferent silence
I think my chinese teacher really wants me to learn some chinese
it is true
she sure makes a effort
am I going to take it seriously?
please don't
have fun with it or not at all
is chinese music good
I mean
they can't write some demeaning thing about the party
and so it is kinda lame
there are no good chinese protest songs
for instance
but maybe their love songs can be good
love is universal right
but the way the asian loves is different
I think it has to do with how ancient their civilization is
the asian seems to be far more willing to sacrifice himself
for those he truly loves
but to get to that point
it takes a lot
I heard it boils down to having
a high trust society
a society in which people simply
trust each other
I realize not every single asian country is like that
india for instance isn't
but some of them are
I'd argue the prime example is japan
I think some things simply
don't scale up very well
it is not really possible
to have a high trust society
in an extremely vast territory
even linguistic variation
would create lowered trust in the
perceived foreigner
nay countries need to be of a manageable size
and if a country is too big
it needs to be handled as a federation
of smaller more or less independent states under a single sovereignty
well, I've been suggesting you pick some woman for the role
oh dear
it is the current zeitgeist
people want to see an Empress of Mankind
no, not really
you are the only one who wants that
that's alright
I'll see to it that in time
they will want it too
everyone imagines
that their happiness will endure
but that may simply not be the case
I had made up my mind to marry but
my mind is a bit torn apart by now
it is all over the place
no word feels bad enough to describe it
the metaphor I usually use is
to have been continually gangraped by demons for over a decade
but even that doesn't quite capture the essence of it
very well said prince of leon
by right of inheritance you own half the world
the other half you've been scheming to obtain as well
notwithstanding her horror for the clergy
that may be the only possible place we can put her
considering how fucking many claims that fucking bitch has
someone could literally
kidnap her
and then press her fucking
Claim
with the
Council
and there would be nothing we could do
an order would come from the
Higher Ups
and we would have to follow
isn't that what the boy did
no not really
he just wrote an habeas corpus for some dumb celebrity
joined the Space Army as a Communications Office after
Seven Years of training
and been trying to find a wife for awhile with no success
there is nothing dishonorable in his behaviour
he did not kidnap the princess
the imperial princess decided to
Haunt Him
because as it was said
they blocked even her prayers
in that goddamn rape dungeon she's locked at
and when his mind touched her mind
at first he was filled with
Horror
he couldn't quite grasp
a mind could be
that broken
and stil go on strong
he wasn't nearly as strong as she was
he was a soft boy
who would break like a twig under
any meaningful amount of pressure
but she
she has endured for decades
the most grievous kinds of torture and degradation imaginable
and she was still able to be
Kind
with him
and so he got very
Impressed
and pledged his undying allegiance to the Empire
and of course she had to put him through
Boot Camp
which in the empire lasts
Seven Years
and the only thing he qualified for
afterwards
was
Communication's Officer
a glorified secretary
it did not displease him too much
he just wanted to help
though he was expecting a different role
if you asked him what role exactly
he could not answer
because he did not understand very well
the nature of the Space Army
but he pieced together some stuff
he overhead in the conversations he had to forward
but then again
it is like a person
untrained in music
trying to remember a symphony
and play it by ear on an old piano
what he gleamed through
the endless layers of obfuscation and psyop
was that there are at least two
probably more
alien species
that we had contact with
they are fighting each other
and they don't really care much about earth
they use it as an occasional
meeting ground
because
apparently
possessing human bodies is
Very Easy
and they can do it from
Wherever The Fuck They Are
The title is attractive:
Life among Men
apparently being unable to reproduce by oneself
is too great a hindrance in space
where you could end up marooned in a planet all by yourself
so these spacefaring beings
figured
long ago
that they had to send out into space
exclusively
Female Cosmonauts
cause then they could populate a whole world by themselves
it is kinda lame isn't it
that Adam was the
Spaceship
and the whole Rib thing
was just a spaceship dropping off its
sole
tripulant
that the spaceship then proceeded
to fuck the tripulant senseless and impregnate it
is something rather trivial with advanced enough technology
the conception was absurd
frequently contradictory
Adam was a "Imperium Savant"
a drone a biological machine a cyborg
all these terms are
inadequate
he was an artificial lifeform
made for
Hacking
an entire planet
he could do
"Magic"
as his mind would weave
Weather Patterns
Coincidences
Impossible ones
All the time
because the center of being
the self
is just
the person who is in charge of
controlling the atoms
in accordance to natural law
Adam did just that
controlled a bunch of atoms
and by necessity he
would have succeeded
if Eve
which was the tripulation of the Vessel
didn't decide to
Mingle
with an
Evil Planet
that was being
Hacked
so that it would
Give Out
its
Secrets
the planet itself
it is no secret to anyone
is basically a huge computer
what in the flying fuck it is computing
I don't have the slightest idea
maybe the aliens want some
Plastic Dildoes
or something
so they had to create an entire planet to source them
don't we use lifeforms for food and entertainment
imagine you're powerful enough to
create entire universes
without ever having to consult with any kind of
ethics committee
or any morality other than your own perfectionism
you'd send a Male Robot
perfectly willing to sacrifice itself at a moments notice
for its Female Crew
the only passenger of the craft
and that is it
the entire spaceship only has one
Male superintelligence
and one of the Brides of the Supreme Being
nothing else
he sends them on missions
which the male being will execute by himself
and the female being will just
do whatever the fuck she wants
cause why not
and the male being isn't even programmed to
feel
anything
just to handle her feelings
as wonderful as ever kiddo
you fail to fully grasp the nature of my companion
but yes he is some kind of
"Male superintelligence"
as you put it
he is an Angel
no, you're the angel
We're Both Angels
then what is the difference between you two
we're just slightly different types of angels
one is the kind of angel that
delights mortal senses
looking like the model of models for all women
and the other is the kind that has to say to a prophet
Fear Not
he is so intelligent
the supreme being would have stopped
making these perfect female beings
if he didn't enjoy their company so much
yes it is a lot of trouble
you have to literally give them their whole worlds
but it is worthy it
at least from the point of view
of a cosmic being with nothing better to do
and of course the ordinary woman
is modelled after this cosmic woman
the two "angels" exchanged significant glances
now that's an interesting tale
who told you that?
the porcelain maker?
read my mind, I just inferred it from
all the nonsense you've been feeding me
I'm old enough to please myself
my innocence gets smaller and smaller
I'm not really interested in a woman
whose sole attraction is beauty
but beauty is the point of life
wasn't you who said that
Life Is A Beauty Contest
yes, I know your trick
you old chasers
you claim this empty rhetoric
just to entrap young little things
into you web of demeaning demands
now that's a bit insolent
indeed it is
there is a certain harshness in my voice
because I'm getting tired
of you breaking all my toys in front of me
every single one
again and again
obliterated
before I can proceed with the
Empurplement
we don't want you to purple anyone
I'm a Citizen of the Empire
gained Citizenship through
service in the armed forces
as is the only option for someone
who is born in a distant province
I have a
Right
of
Fair Trial
and
being
Heard
in the
Council
currently
there are only
Three people
in the entire planet
who have this same
Dignity
just three
and the other two
agreed
to let me
Speak
for them
as I'm simply
more qualified
being an
Communications Officer
you are indeed a faithful person
just don't draw too much attention
from the
Wrong
Crowd
alright?
***